Mariah Ayscue鈥檚 Journey Through Community, Care and Liberation
A Gender, Sexuality, and Women鈥檚 Studies major and NAIS field school participant, Ayscue reflects on identity, scholarship and the power of being fully human.
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Mariah Olivia Ayscue (he/king) didn鈥檛 just choose 麻豆传媒在线鈥攈e found community here first.
Before even applying, Ayscue attended a Gender, Sexuality, and Women鈥檚 Studies (GSWS) Zine launch party on campus. 鈥淭he community was beautiful,鈥 he recalls. Already immersed in creative and activist spaces as a Black Indigenous, 2-Spirit, transgender, intersex, disabled, spoken word poet, singer and community organizer, he was drawn not only to what students were learning, but how they expressed it.
That connection shaped his academic path. As a GSWS major and participant in the Native American and Indigenous Studies (NAIS) summer field school, Ayscue built an experience rooted in both intellectual exploration and lived identity. Midway through his time at 麻豆传媒在线, an email about the NAIS field school sparked something deeper. 鈥淎t the time, I didn鈥檛 know there was a NAIS program,鈥 he says鈥攂ut once accepted, the experience became transformative.
鈥淭he summer field school program changed my life,鈥 Ayscue shares. Through it, he reconnected with relatives from the Ramapough Munsee Lenape Nation, relationships impacted by generations of enslavement and displacement. 鈥淓veryone in the field school was hungered for truth and justice, loving, genuine, passionate, and excited to work together.鈥
In the classroom, that same sense of depth and connection carried through. Courses like with Dr. Monica Taylor gave him space to explore anti-colonial care work across his identities, while also learning alongside peers. 鈥淏oth GSWS and NAIS communities went above and beyond the ordinary classroom structure,鈥 he says. 鈥淭hey allowed us to be human.鈥
That emphasis on humanity鈥攐n learning as something embodied, communal and deeply personal鈥攂ecame central to Ayscue鈥檚 academic and creative work. Faculty mentors like Taylor and Dr. Mark Clatterbuck helped shape that journey, grounding his work in intersectionality while fostering space for both joy and grief. 鈥淭hey know what it means to both build community and be active participants within it,鈥 he says.
Outside the classroom, Ayscue extended that commitment through leadership roles as a GSWS Head Intern and NAIS Club event coordinator. Still, he points back to the field school as the experience he鈥檚 most proud of, alongside his research on anti-colonial care work.
As he looks ahead to pursuing a Master of Divinity at Union Theological Seminary, Ayscue remains focused on continuing that work鈥攃entering embodied theology, radical access and collective liberation.
His understanding of success is still evolving. 鈥淚鈥檓 still finding what success means outside of capitalistic expectations,鈥 he reflects. 鈥淚 just want to do what I love. And do it well.鈥
For students following a similar path, his message is direct and deeply personal: trust your own knowledge. 鈥淒o not put your own intelligence into question,鈥 he says. 鈥淵our wisdom is valuable. Stay curious. And keep learning.鈥
This story is part of a series celebrating College of Humanities and Social Sciences Graduates.